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Post by Miska on Nov 10, 2004 17:18:56 GMT 11
as u have the rite to be!
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Post by Lauren Hedgehog on Nov 12, 2004 11:00:37 GMT 11
oh well isn't it always the way. I was so upset and just had to tell someone but by the time my slow old computer got on to this site I feel a bit better anyway (why are there no half smilelies?). Anyways my Mum had one of her seizures at my brothers school and they paid absolutely no attention to me whatsoever and called the ambulance. The ambulance came and even though she's now conscious and everything they checked out was normal because they're there they have to take her to the hospital even though she doesn't want to go and she was there 2 weeks ago and they didn't find anything and she's had this thing for seven years and in that time noone has had a clue what is wrong with her and yet again they won't be able to help her. Everyone just acted as if I wasn't even there and I knew the most about what was happening. I felt so helpless. They didn't listen to me at all, it was horrible. Then when the ambulance was taking her away she wouldn't let me come and make sure she's alright because I had to go home and 'study'. So now I'm stuck at home stressed and worrying because my Mum's too bloody selfless to want to impose on my time and my position in advanced studies and I hate her for it. I now it's terrible but I can't stand it. I hate being in charge, I hate being responsible and I hate the way she won't let me help because I so 'obviously ' have better things to do. And now I have to keep composing myself every few minutes because people keep ringing up because I can't stand their pity or their offers to help and I hate people knowing I'm upset. I don't need any help, I just wish they'd go away.
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Post by Elspeth on Nov 12, 2004 11:29:38 GMT 11
I think you need serious hugs. * hugs* And some tim tams.  |
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Post by Lauren Hedgehog on Nov 12, 2004 12:29:26 GMT 11
yum, thanks buneater
I'm fine now ;D
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Post by Dameon on Nov 12, 2004 13:06:24 GMT 11
*seriously big hugs for Lauren*
KSL
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Post by Miska on Nov 12, 2004 15:42:38 GMT 11
yes yes yes BIG/HUGE hugs!!!!! its crazy tho how profesions think they no best when they should consult family for queations first! i no how u feel LH! *hugs again*
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Post by Talmina on Nov 13, 2004 11:31:50 GMT 11
lauren, i hate it when people dont listen about what should be done and stuff when youre the person who should know best.
*hugs*
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Post by Rilla on Nov 13, 2004 11:58:23 GMT 11
*big humongous hugs*  |
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Post by Dameon on Nov 13, 2004 16:07:28 GMT 11
Hugs are no longer BIG hugs!
*gives Lauren a terabivius hug*
KSL
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Post by HeartoftheDarkness on Nov 13, 2004 16:35:40 GMT 11
*hugs everyone for no reason* Everybody likes hugs *hugs lauren extra hard* |
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Post by Talmina on Nov 13, 2004 16:52:37 GMT 11
*GRUGS* hehehe  |
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Post by Timm on Nov 14, 2004 20:15:26 GMT 11
*screams and cowers*  |
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Post by Swallow on Nov 14, 2004 20:18:07 GMT 11
*scratches head about GRUGS..... and wonders if she should be afraid*
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Post by Feather on Nov 14, 2004 21:36:10 GMT 11
For me, it's the terrible government we have in this country and the terrible decisions it's made. Taking a bad idea like economic rationalism and taking it to it's even worse extreme!!!
I can't wait till the election!!! (Not that Labor will be much better, I feel another rant coming on, but at least Latham is able to make policy decisions without checking with George Bush whether or not it's okay)
If Howard gets re-elected, ya'll will know on election night, even those of you overseas. Because you will be sure to hear me scream.
KSL oooh... greetings, kindred spirit.  know this was a long time ago but am kinda gratified that it was grumpiness about this particular issue that triggered all the rants! here's to another 3 years of stifling stifling stifling oppression, intolerance and market-rules-all mentality  F. |
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Post by Swallow on Nov 14, 2004 21:40:58 GMT 11
It's okay, they'll introduce no abortions again, make it illegal to be gay, and before you know it, i won't be able to afford Uni, even with the giving-up-of-a-house-for-the-term-of-my-natural-life
.... howlong is an unnatural life?? anyone?
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Post by Miska on Nov 15, 2004 9:17:54 GMT 11
i dont no but im scare of it!
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Post by Lauren Hedgehog on Nov 15, 2004 10:26:31 GMT 11
ahhhhhhhh. .  and uni students are among the most likely to be living below the poverty line, so what does Howard do? Increase Hecs fees because that makes soooo much sense doesn't it? |
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Post by Squarmi on Nov 15, 2004 11:28:10 GMT 11
*screams and cowers*
Of course it makes sense to increase HECS. Anyone can see that Squarmi |
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Post by Talmina on Nov 15, 2004 12:26:38 GMT 11
its ok timm, grugs is oberish for group hugs
*comforts timm* see its not that scary is it
ok i feel another rant coming on too now, comforting a terrified timm reminded me of it.
on friday night i went to my brothers for dinner, now there hasnt been an occasion where i havent seen my brother in about a year now where we didnt fight that didnt invovlve me lying in a hospital bed (and even then he only went cos my dad made him go, to play happy families). so the night was going pretty well and stuff, until the subject of my mum came up, and then all the sh!t about how much i hate how screwed up my family is and stuff came out and i started crying, and then my niece started crying cos daddy, kim, grandad and maria had made her jessie cry. and they all acted like they hadnt done a thing wrong and it was my problem cos i loved my mum and knew they were wrong. i ended up sitting there with my niece on my lap trying to stop crying so she would stop and my step mum was just making it worse by trying to comfort me cos shes the reason its sooo screwed up. I HATE MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!
and then just before i left my brother came and gave me a huge hug and kiss on the cheek as if nothing had happened (even though hes never done it to me before) and throughout the night he did things like remind me of the time he nearly died trying to get me across the river on his back cos i cant swim and stuff.
i know theres a heap of stuff left unexplained here, and i will explain them, when i find the way to explain it all properly. OMG I FINALLY GOT INSPIRATION FOR NANOWRIMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe i dont hate my family so much now
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Post by Miska on Nov 15, 2004 16:04:32 GMT 11
ahhhhhhhh. . and uni students are among the most likely to be living below the poverty line, so what does Howard do? Increase Hecs fees because that makes soooo much sense doesn't it? |
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Post by ~Dani~ on Nov 15, 2004 16:57:18 GMT 11
Well my dad didn't know who to vote for as he hates Mark latham and John Howard equally. So get this-he voted for the Greens! Typical. All the greens do is stop forests from getting chopped down (isn't that a good thing..) Anyhow John Howard is back again!
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Post by Miska on Nov 15, 2004 18:27:31 GMT 11
awwwwwww jess!!! *HUGE GRUGS* but glad to hear uve got inspiration!
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Post by Swallow on Nov 15, 2004 18:43:56 GMT 11
sadness for jess..... Mark Latham sucks, John Howard is THE EPITOME OF ALL EVIL!!!!!! and the Greens are just too wanky, Democrates are a waste of time, and most independants are too wishy-washy.... there simply is no one out there worthy of my vote, and yet, i cannot waste it for fear of the evil on getting back in... ...now hang on a second, didn't that just happen?? AUSTRALIANS (in general) ARE TOO STUPID FOR THEIR OWN GOOD |
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*big hugs for Lauren* 
SNOOPY!!!!
and uni students are among the most likely to be living below the poverty line, so what does Howard do? Increase Hecs fees because that makes soooo much sense doesn't it?
